never thought i’ll be as cold as to where you are.. :’(
lumangoy sa alaala mo.. lumangoy hanggang malunod sa iyo.. kung ang gamot sa aking sakit ay pag-ibig, ako ay nauuhaw at ikaw ang aking tubig..
-“hangover”
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What’s the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?
cook the best chicken for me.. hmm.. dahil gutom na gutom nako :)
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Who was your first crush?
jv.. hahaha.. super crush ko kasi sya kinder pa lang ako.. WELL… :D
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If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?
ill get cellphone number one, cellphone number two and cellphone number three.. ahahaha.. :)
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What would your perfect day look like?
a breakfast sharing a cup of coffee with somebody whom i really love, then spend time at the beach, feeling the fresh air, til sunset, and a perfect dinner just below a full moon.. aww.. :(
i have thought of letting go.. and leaving things behind.. but i just can’t.. i know i would meet you there dear Satan.. it’s just.. not yet the time.. we’ll try next week. hahaha lol
i dreamt of snake last night..
Snake
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus, symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can’t be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.�
To see the skin of a snake in your dream, represents protection from illnesses.
To dream that you are eating a live snake, indicates that you are looking for intimacy or sexual fulfillment. Your life is lacking sensuality and passion. If you vomit or throw up the snake, then it may mean that you are overcompensating for something that is lacking in your life. You may be rushing into something.
…And that’s how it is. haha.. lol.. i have to change positively, been to so much temptations, from forbidden sexuality. i have fears of commitment.. hhaha.. i tried to see some stuffs that matched me.. voila!
my kite..
tell me now if i should be very happy..
why in all these days i never get to smile again..
smile in the comfort of being loved.. smile in the comfort of trust..
i never did.. nor did i cry for something worth it..
is my happiness to blame? that for all those tears, i needed only happiness to make it stop?
was it hard for you to realize? how much i wanted you to stay?
i never wanted anybody.. not until you came..
but now, you’re leaving me half empty.. starting to make me feel like a trash.. a bitch.. a whore who took a piece of your stay..
i want to taste your happiness.. much as i wanted to taste mine..
but..
in this part, it was bitter.. no wonder.. i cannot make you stay..
i must go now.. i must run.. run to the fortress of that endless scheme..
i want you..
please.. don’t fly..
don’t fly without me.. :’(
